The month of May was probably named after Maiesta, the Roman goddess of honour and reverence.
To me, it was a month characterized by stress and exhaustion. University anxiety and red tears. Stupid gothic Hogwarts-like campus. Why did i grow up so quickly? Responsible, trustworthy, organized, capable, independant. Sometimes all i want is to revert back to a little girl. Messy bedrooms and cooked meals.
The bunny pair were overjoyed Quite soon the baby came, With ears so long, and fur so white, And Miffy was her name.
Im rather obsessed with my new Miffy. I actually took her to work today bc I was feeling yuck and she stayed in my bag all day and was taken out for a few cuddles. At the moment she has the privilage of sleeping with me along with Baby Bear and The Rabbit, but she'll eventually live on my toy chest with Gloomybear and Ice Bat.
i miss unemployment. being a vampire who sleeps all day and is up all night. working doesnt even guarentee money, im so fucking broke all the time. where does it go? im sleeping so much better than i ever have. i am scared to fucking death about this whole "being in remission" tag.
i like watermelon juice. a whole lot. i like the courthouse. i am lame. i like one of the girls who works at wheels and dollbaby. crushing bad. i like the idea of having a little black cat called tooksy. all cutesy. since i am just a little nerdy punk deep down. i like having a key to the shop. so i could theoretically steal shoes in the middle of the night. i like white roses.
obession over japanese everythings is growing. gloomy bears and lolita headpeices. ramen noodles and decora fashions.
i desperately want to go to japan after uni. june/july. with a specific someone. but there is too many headaches assosiated with it, not all to do with money.