| live a life worth living...yawwn |
[Aug. 15th, 2007|04:44 pm] |
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| | home | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  exhausted | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | bob dylan | ] |
i went to melbourne in july. with two of my closest friends. witness our debauchory by clicking under The Rabbit reading mini bret easten ellis stories:
( as in here.... ) |
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| the unbareable lightness of being |
[Jun. 5th, 2007|04:29 pm] |
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| | lounge room floor | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | creative | ] |
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| | sloan. bc alex says so. | ] |
The month of May was probably named after Maiesta, the Roman goddess of honour and reverence.
To me, it was a month characterized by stress and exhaustion. University anxiety and red tears.
Stupid gothic Hogwarts-like campus.
Why did i grow up so quickly? Responsible, trustworthy, organized, capable, independant.
Sometimes all i want is to revert back to a little girl. Messy bedrooms and cooked meals.
( May was all about... )
June is going to be a month of huge change. I can feel it in the air around me. In the air within me.
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| love exists |
[May. 2nd, 2007|01:46 am] |
cant sleep. too tired to sleep. the air outside is cold. finally.
no black clouds, no more drowning, just empty words and painted thoughts that keep me awake. again.
someday ill grow a forest in the dirt you left me with. how is it possible to miss something you havent had for almost 4 years? is it even 4 years now?
can you still be in love with someone, who isnt there anymore? there was a time...
( i love you more than being seventeen )
www.picturesofwalls.com
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| hungarian tupperwear |
[Apr. 21st, 2007|07:47 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  apathetic | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Au Revoir Simone- The Bird of Music | ] |
i now have photoautomat pictures with every person that i love.
i feel acomplished.
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 31st, 2007|03:38 pm] |
have you ever felt to dead to cry?
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| cheerios and milk |
[Mar. 2nd, 2007|03:34 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | my couch | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  nostalgic | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | cold war kids | ] |
the second i got back to sydney, this huge heaviness of sad just sunk into me. back to work and uni and no food or money. having to ask for cuddles.
i was in LA for three weeks with alex and we had the best time. i want to be back now.
i miss my minnie.
all mixed up in the wash.
( vegas baby )
( part one )
( the happiest place in the whole world )
we drank alot. smoked even more. paper bills dissappeared behind bars.
( part two )
put out the fire on us.
laughter is the best medicine.
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| routine |
[Feb. 5th, 2007|10:18 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | balcony | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | bored, unhappy & restless | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | minus the bear | ] |
and one day mine will be too
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| the adventures of miffy |
[Jan. 22nd, 2007|07:01 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | bed | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | restless | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | band of horses | ] |
The bunny pair were overjoyed
Quite soon the baby came,
With ears so long, and fur so white,
And Miffy was her name.
Im rather obsessed with my new Miffy. I actually took her to work today bc I was feeling yuck and she stayed in my bag all day and was taken out for a few cuddles. At the moment she has the privilage of sleeping with me along with Baby Bear and The Rabbit, but she'll eventually live on my toy chest with Gloomybear and Ice Bat.
Favouritism is so cruel.
( tattoo! )
Miffy is Dutch, not Japanese.
How quaint.
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| emo cupcake |
[Jan. 14th, 2007|05:33 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | dream valley | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | dorky | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | the klaxons | ] |
i miss unemployment.
being a vampire who sleeps all day and is up all night.
working doesnt even guarentee money, im so fucking broke all the time. where does it go?
im sleeping so much better than i ever have.
i am scared to fucking death about this whole "being in remission" tag.
i like watermelon juice. a whole lot.
i like the courthouse. i am lame.
i like one of the girls who works at wheels and dollbaby. crushing bad.
i like the idea of having a little black cat called tooksy. all cutesy. since i am just a little nerdy punk deep down.
i like having a key to the shop. so i could theoretically steal shoes in the middle of the night.
i like white roses.
obession over japanese everythings is growing. gloomy bears and lolita headpeices. ramen noodles and decora fashions.
i desperately want to go to japan after uni. june/july. with a specific someone. but there is too many headaches assosiated with it, not all to do with money.
( gravity rainbows )
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| 2006 |
[Dec. 18th, 2006|07:51 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | home | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | nostalgic | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | we are scientists | ] |
2006 is always going to be the year i packed up and moved to los angeles.
( the year is almost over! ) |
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| i want: |
[Dec. 11th, 2006|02:29 am] |
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| | on the floor | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  sick | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | the gossip | ] |
- that tarino tarantino necklace
- pink hair
- a job that will allow me to have said pink hair, with shifts never starting before 12pm and paying no less than $18 per hour
- all 4 dvds of the my little pony tales series
- dirty blonde: the diaries of courtney love
- to loose like 5kgs
- my dad to move back to australia
- a new mobile/cell phone. in pink.
- black ballet flats
- to travel to japan with a boy i know...
- christmas to be over already! the crowds! the horrible music! argh!
- black elbow length satin gloves
- more tutus
- MOR bath foam in persian peach & the matching scented body lotion
- wheels & dollbaby black waist cincher with skull print
- fafi print le sportsac bag
aaaannnd!!!!
to know why the fuck supre now has dresses over $90???!!! jesus, i cant even afford to shop there anymore!! :(
little diamond tattoo! yay! |
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| ice cream cones |
[Dec. 2nd, 2006|09:44 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | sofa | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  weird | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | watching elizabethtown | ] |
the best part of going out is always pre drinks at mine.
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| rambling to say goodbye norma jean |
[Nov. 29th, 2006|07:04 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | home | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  grumpy | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | elton john | ] |
so, i started work, and i hate it. Gary Castles.
why dont they all realise, that a part-time job for someone who is at uni, is all about the paycheck? that we dont give a fuck about anything else but that money that we need? rent, food, going out blah blah blah.
today i find out that i have to work at the shop in the strand tommorrow. ugh. 10am. i have to wear black pants. of which i dont own. and mrs castles doesnt like the colour in my hair. even though she saw it when i was interveiwed. along with the tattoos and tounge ring.
i wonder what she'll think when i rock up in a week or so with hot pink choppy extensions that are clearly more visible? or when i get around to getting snakebit peircings? ha!
i refuse to change who i am for a fucking part time job that i couldnt give two shits about.
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| powder the my little pony |
[Nov. 22nd, 2006|12:44 am] |
So, i got a job. part time, 4 days a week at Gary Castles. retail with shoes is alot easier to handle than clothes. less fuss. and its like a 2 stop bus ride up oxford st. and i wont spend any of my pay on the stock, bc frankly, i dont like their shoes. looking on the website, the cutest pair is a red peeptoe chunky heel with a velvet bow, but really. i dont even wear heels anymore.
aside rom my disastrious stress of like two weeks at wet seal in los angeles, i havent worked in over a year. i am so used to being a lazy bum. its going to be odd having a proper routine again.
and it means i cant spend all day bored out of my skull taking photos like this:
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| disclaimers |
[Nov. 12th, 2006|10:18 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | on the couch | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | contemplative | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | call me anytime- the cops (love this atm!) | ] |
i feel like ive been drunk half my life and the other half ive spent hungover. im constantly dehydrated, and all the water does is make me bloated. im still thirsty.
the past few days events are as follows:
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| kings of leon |
[Nov. 8th, 2006|12:47 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | lounge room | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | exhausted | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | alanis morrissette- jagged little pill | ] |
for some reason ive been thinking alot about lauren rosen. she was my best friend and next door neighbour up until we were 13. then she moved away, i moved away, we went to different highschools and just basically drifted. i wonder where she is now? what she's doing, if she's happy? i hope so.
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| gingerbread houses |
[Nov. 2nd, 2006|09:55 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | lounge room | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | nerdy | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | watching degrassi juinor high instead | ] |
my apartment is so gorgeous, i love it so much.
today is the first day since i came home from los angeles that ive just done nothing all day but relax. well, i do have things that i need to do (i have no kettle or proper cutlery and my washing machine is broken) but you know.
my own space is heaven.
if anyone feels like buying me a house warming present i want and need some polariod film. i found my camera, cant wait.
i love photo booths. photo automat. i am so getting one in my house when im rich. they take the best photos. why is that?
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| we share vampire teeth |
[Oct. 27th, 2006|05:59 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | grandfathers house | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  tired | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | nothing, argh! | ] |
i have a huge gash in the middle of my forehead.
in hungry jacks ordering fries.
i bend down to pick up a coin i dropped. i stand up and blood is gushing from my forhead. i must have hit my head or scraped my forehead on something. i didnt even feel it.
cleaning myself up using paper napkins in the middle of oxford st. the cut is deep.
ali gets us a cab to take me to the hospital. i have an alochol induced panic attack about the idea of being in hospital again and jump out of the cab.
we sit on the pavement, opposite st. vincents.
i finally get to eat my fries. which are cold now anyways.
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